I wanna go on that ride Daddy!

slightly less pointless post

2005-02-10T16:28:00Z

Wackiness: 60/100
Rationality: 72/100
Constructiveness: 66/100
Leadership: 64/100

You are a WRCL--Wacky Rational Constructive Leader. This makes you a Golden God.

You think fast and have a smart mouth, and you are a hoot to your friends and razorwire to your enemies. You hold a grudge like a brass ring. You crackle.

Although you have a leader's personality, you often choose not to lead, as leaders stray too far from their audience. You probably weren't very popular in high school--the joke's on them!

You may be a rock star.

Of the 93098 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 7 % are this type.

http://hokev.brinkster.net/quiz/default.asp?quiz=Better+Personality&page=1

pointless post

2005-02-10T16:24:54Z

heistfeints @ 2004-08-08T22:41:00

2004-08-09T02:45:43Z

Suzanne Vega - The Queen and the Soldier

The soldier came knocking upon the queen's door
He said, "I am not fighting for you any more"
And the queen knew she'd seen his face someplace before
And slowly she let him inside.

He said, "I've watched your palace up here on the hill
And I've wondered who's the woman for whom we all kill
But I am leaving tomorrow and you can do what you will
Only first I am asking you why."

Down the long narrow hall he was led
Into her rooms with her tapestries red
And she never once took the crown from her head
She asked him there to sit down.

He said, "I see you now, and you are so very young
But I've seen more battles lost than I have battles won
And I've got this intuition, says it's all for your fun
And now will you tell me why?"

Well the young queen, she fixed him with an arrogant eye
She said, "You won't understand, and you may as well not try"
But her face was a child's, and he thought she would cry
But she closed herself up like a fan.

And she said, "I've swallowed a secret burning thread
It cuts me inside, and often I've bled"
He laid his hand then on top of her head
And he bowed her down to the ground.

"Tell me how hungry are you? How weak you must feel
As you are living here alone, and you are never revealed
But I won't march again on your battlefield"
And he took her to the window to see.

And the sun, it was gold, though the sky, it was gray
And she wanted more than she ever could say
But she knew how it frightened her, and she turned away
And would not look at his face again.

And he said, "I want to live as an honest man
To get all I deserve and to give all I can
And to love a young woman who I don't understand
Your highness, your ways are very strange."

But the crown, it had fallen, and she thought she would break
And she stood there, ashamed of the way her heart ached
And she took him to the doorstep and she asked him to wait
She would only be a moment inside.

Out in the distance her order was heard
And the soldier was killed, still waiting for her word
And while the queen went on strangling in the solitude she preferred
The battle continued on

Uh-oh, more ladder theory inspired talk

2004-07-19T20:40:31Z

Dave (18:17:56): I try to explain this to female friends of mine, but I usually get in trouble
Disjoint Set (18:18:00): There have been times in my life when I would've stopped liking girls for a bit if I could've, but attraction is not a choice
Dave (18:18:09): tell me about it
Disjoint Set (18:18:48): Yea, if you perused my journal you saw the latest post with allusions to ladder theory, I caught some guff supporting the underlying sentiments of that
Dave (18:18:56): yeah, I saw some of that
Dave (18:19:15): took it with a grain of salt, but the fundamentals are spot-on
Dave (18:19:47): but it's hard to explain, "it's nothing personal, I just find you attractive"
Dave (18:20:34): all male-female interaction is sexual in nature, that's just the long and short of it
Disjoint Set (18:20:41): Yea, years ago when I was a lot bitterer and first read ladder theory, I was all about it
Dave (18:20:55): we may not act on it, as we're hardly wild animals, but that's the truth
Disjoint Set (18:22:01): My problem is I still do try to act on it I guess
Dave (18:22:11): that's not a problem, I don't think
Disjoint Set (18:22:14): I feel like I owe it to myself to try at least once to make out with all my female friends
Dave (18:22:28): well, if they have no problem with it....
Disjoint Set (18:22:52): Because girls I can be in a good relationship with is going to be a subset of girls I can be friends with, not a disjoint set
Dave (18:23:02): of course
Dave (18:23:16): that goes without saying
Disjoint Set (18:23:28): With girls it seems the converse is true
Dave (18:23:45): now that you mention it, you got a point there
Disjoint Set (18:23:46): Their male friends are the ones they could never date

www.intellectualwhores.com/masterladder.html

2004-07-14T21:53:08Z

I was in a conversation about ladder theory with a girl (...with a girl about ladder theory? In any case, you can read said theory at the url that r the subject), when I somehow managed to truthfully explain myself without seeming the asshole.

Disjoint Set (17:12:22): I've always felt it was insincere to keep a girl around as a "friend" when the reason we got to know each other is I was after something physical
Lillie (17:13:11): but don't you ever think that the girl is cool, so you want to be friends?
Disjoint Set (17:13:18): Which isn't to say that I'm sex-crazed, but for most stages of my life, my male friends were already fufilling all my platonic needs
Lillie (17:13:24): you still think that's being incincere?
Lillie (17:13:35): interesting.
Lillie (17:13:55): but i've always felt like i want both guy and girl friends, because there's a good balance of hormonal shifts!
Disjoint Set (17:13:57): No, if the girl is cool I think we should date, to be just friends is a waste of a cool girl...they're much too rare to keep it platonic
Lillie (17:14:32)</span>: omg. that was very well said.

note: Lillie's screenname was replaced with her name...if you haven't already figured that out. Mine really is Disjoint Set though.

edit:paul told me the link thing!

2004-05-29T10:14:41Z

Inspired by Kenneth, who was inspired by Leah, who was inspired by...

51.i speculate but don't experiment

50.as a youth i had a very bad stuttering problem

49.i still stutter now, iff. i expect to

48."iff." is mathspeak for "if and only if"

47.I had a lot of things in my mind until I opened this up to type.

46.Once on shrooms, I wrote in my book "If I lived in a world where everyone was like me, I'd never survive."

45.I cried when I saw the Power of One in theaters, I haven't watched it again since but own the DVD

44.I'm trying too hard

43.I can never sleep when I know I need to

42.I lie to myself more than everyone else combined

41.If you ever catch me making excuses, being in denial, or otherwise lying to you or myself...call me out on it

40.You have to lie to catch a liar

39.I have no original catch phrases...at least none come to mind

38.I think it's more mean to lie and "try not to be mean" than it is to tell a hurtful truth

37.I'm trying very hard to refrain from resorting to quotes

36.I love my mother very much, but I think sometimes she doubts that

35.My cousins Tiffany, Whitney and Grant are the most exemplary children I know

34.I want to raise children that turn out like them

33.If I don't know the number, I don't pick up

32.If you don't leave a message I don't call back

31.I love girls

30.If I could hate girls, I think I would

29.I'd prefer a "real" relationship with a worthwhile girl than just the sex

28.The keyword there is worthwhile

27.I'm not at Delaware anymore because I'm a horrible student.

26.The biggest reason I regret that so much is because of how sad it makes mother

25.I remember very little of my childhood

24.What I do remember...I relate first to what grade I was in, and from that I figure out the year, and from that I figure out how old I was

23.The more I write the less you'll read

22.I introspect all the time

21.As a youth I was very claustrophobic (due to my brother I think), but have worked through it mainly.

20.I can't swim

19.I can't drive

18.I can't whistle

17.I can't snap my fingers with my left hand

16.I can't sit in the lotus position

15.I can't "apply myself"

14.I can't write neatly

13.I can't feign interest convincingly

12.I can't sleep (right now)

11.Right now is 20040529043030

10,I never liked mushrooms, it later turned out that I'm allergic

09.It used to be more people knew and liked me than I knew and liked people

08.Now, the opposite is true

07.I can't remember when and how I met most of my friends

06.I can usually remember when we "became friends" though

05.I repeat myself and recycle my material quite often

04.No one's paying attention though, so it's okay

03.When it comes to songs, I'm obsessed with originals

02.The same is true of quotes

01.I did this sans numbers, and am going to add them in now...backwards

52.I added in the numbers at almost the halfway point

53.I doubt I can spout about fifty other things though

54.I doubt you want to read about fifty other things

55.I drink 'till I'm drunk

56.I contact less than half the people I get contact info from

57.What clever I do have requires my thinking ahead, I'm a dunce on the spot

58.I started saving AIM conversations because of a crush triangle between Kenneth, Yuval (the source of the bullets), and Ariana..the blondest girl I've ever seen (it was like bleach blonde but she swore that's how it grew in)

59.When I make a promise, I keep it

60.I try not to make promises

61.I concluded one day that any doubt you have of your sanity proves it still exists.

62.I doubt my sanity regularly

63.Everything makes me think of something else, that's part of why I can't focus

64.It's also why I quote so much.

65.Usually, what I'm trying to say has already been said, and put more eloquently than I feel I could.

66.The worst sound I ever heard was my grandmother repeating "ohhh no" as she had a heart attack

67.I've always been fit, but never felt "athletic"

68.I think I'd rather be 2nd in command than team leader.

69.<-- I've never done this

70.I like the color pink, I used to have a pink jacket

71.I used to share (as in wear at the same time as) said jacket with a girl named Irina, who at the time was one of the prettiest girls I'd ever seen irl

72.irl is an acronym for "in real life"

73.I first realized the world was a bad place when I learned is school that one should yell "fire" when in trouble, because no one will come if you yell "help"

74.The reason "fire" is more effective because if there's a fire, the person hearing you might be in danger too

75.I'm going to stop now.
< /lj-cut>

Maudlin reveries

2004-05-01T08:12:38Z

I wish there was a girl I could call, right now...and even if she was sleeping she'd be happy to hear from me, and I'd be happy to talk to her, and we'd stay on the phone for as long as I wanted. Then the next day, nothing would be weird, everything would be even better.

To fall in love with life again...

2004-04-27T17:51:50Z

Act the way you want to be, not the way you are.

reciprocity

2004-04-15T08:22:28Z

"I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything."

concession

2004-04-09T19:35:29Z

yea...for the time being tis just to comment !anonymous